Create : Dream : Believe

I've returned, sorta

2007-01-29T02:58:00.000+10:00

I don't know how it happened but I found myself with less and less time on my hands to do any writing, let alone update these blogs. I'm posting this entry to let everyone know that I haven't completely dissappeared even though it has been many, many, many (you get the idea) months since I last posted anything.

I'm going to do my best to continue with Pure Chance; my goal is to have it finished soon so I can start writing a fresh new story. I don't know what it will be about yet, but I'll know when it comes to me.

That's it for now.

Blog Review

2006-08-31T16:18:00.000+10:00

So I'm slowly building my blog roll, very, vey slowly mind you and I have a new one to add: Szymon Niemiec. Szymon is a 28 year old LGBT (that's Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual and Transgender for those of you who don't know - as if you didn't! Shame!) activist and photographer. He was also one of the first openly gay Polish person. I never realised that homosexuality was so repressed in Poland, but hey, with people like Szymon fighting for gay rights, the world will become a better place.

My sister is actually married to a Polish guy and they have two adorable boys, so I find it interesting to hear about Polish current affairs.

Check his blog, enlighten yourself on what happens in other areas of the world, expand your horizons people!

I also think Szymon is a cutie, I mean he's really hot! Ok, maybe I need a cold shower.

Chapter Eight of 'Pure Chance' is finally up!!!

2006-08-29T20:25:00.000+10:00

Ok, I had a few computer problems, fixed it, nuff said, you know where it is.

You've all been very patient - so enjoy.

Sorry everyone

2006-08-08T19:37:00.000+10:00

I know I haven't posted any updates yet, let alone a blog entry, but I do have a good excuse (phew...otherwise that would make me just plain slack). So here's what's been happening to me; I went back to studies at the start of July after a two week break, and then I landed myself a job! Recently I've been either studying or working, leaving myself without much of a social life, let alone any time for writing.

I have the next chapter of Pure Chance ready and should have it up by the end of this weekend (that's Australian EST). Didn't mean to worry anyone - especially Antifreeze; you can call off the search and rescue mate!

Chapter Seven of 'Pure Chance' is now up!

2006-07-01T19:01:00.000+10:00

I've posted Chapter Seven of Pure Chance like I said I would. If I could I would write faster but as it stands, writing doesn't pay the bills for me and it's mainly a hobby for which I'm trying to hone the skills of. Also it takes me some time to edit each chapter as I take the time to go over it and tweak it. What I do is try and ensure the story maintains a flow that is easy to read. Consequently I'm always editing my stories, even months after I've written it (but don't worry, they're usually just word or sentence changes here and there - not drastic plot changes). So you can see that writing isn't as easy as it seems to be.

Enjoy the update. You know where it is.

Ciao.

A bit about me

2006-06-26T22:00:00.000+10:00

I've been sitting in front of the compy thinking of something to write before it occured to me that I haven't written much about myself. Actually there isn't much about me at all! My profile page does a dismal job of describing who I am, despite the fact I tried to update it a while ago.

About me. Hmmmm. Now my mind's gone blank. Am I really that boring? Nah, I hope not anyway. Well, to start with I like to think that I'm a caring and considerate person. I'm the kind of guy who'll try and make you as comfortable as I can if you come over to visit. I try not to step on anyone's toes, I consider peoples feelings and think about what I say before I do (generally - I try to). I'll actively listen to what people say and try to help where I can, I'll even go out of my way to help someone if it's within my power. But don't go thinking "he's a nice guy", because I'll admit that I find it annoying when people say that. Not that I'm not. Nice that is. Although I will say what's on my mind if I think someone needs to be straightened out. That's the thing about me, I'll tell it how it is, and I won't be afraid to do it. I guess you could say I'm assertive. I can be passionate about something and I'll let the whole world know too. I always have a smile to give, even if I'm feeling down inside.

But that's only a little bit a about me. A while ago I was trying to write a list of 100 things about me to post (got the idea from other blogs I read, can't remember which) but didn't quite finish it. It wasn't because I couldn't think of 100 things about me! No, I just forgot about it and let it go. Really, I did! So I went over it and thought I'd list the best ones, it's a really short list of a few things about me and what I believe. Here it is:

Some things about me and what I believe . . .

- I'm a romantic.

- I believe my soulmate has yet to meet me.

- Beautiful sunsets are worth watching.

- I have a tattoo on my left arm I designed myself.

- Sunrises are worth getting up early for.

- I love the rain.

- I drink too much sometimes.

- I won't judge a person, not for any reason.

- I will make observations though.

- I'm loyal to my friends

- Honesty sometimes gets me into trouble.

- I believe you are a radiant being.

- My favourite colour is blue.

- I try to see things from as many angles as possible.

- I love music.

- I don't believe in getting angry.

- I know you have the potential to be more than you ever imagined.

- Jealousy is an emotion I left behind with my childhood.

- We are the masters of our own reality.

- I love the beach.

- Where attention goes, energy flows.

- I am too trusting.

- I believe life is a journey . . . live it.

- I sing when no one is listening.

I was also doing some of those silly online things that test your personality and whatnot after getting the idea from Antifreeze's personal blog Wasteland, and decided to show my results.

Apparently this is the type of weather I am:

You Are a Rainbow

Breathtaking and rare
You are totally enchanting and intriguing
But you usually don't stick around long!

You are best known for: your beauty

Your dominant state: seducing

What Type of Weather Are You?

And this is my personality profile:

Your Personality Profile

You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.

You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

And this is my hidden talent:

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.

You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.

The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.

Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Is any of it true though? Only my friends could tell you that. It is flattering stuff.

That's enough from me for now, I should have an update for Pure Chance very soon.

Till then, keep smiling.

Chapter Six of 'Pure Chance' is now up!

2006-06-13T20:41:00.000+10:00

Yes, yes, please contain your excitement. I know I'm just literally bursting with delight to bring my latest chapter to my dedicated readers (and others, whoever you may be). Okay, so I'm being a sarcastic smartass. But just a bit, there really is some sense of satisfaction to be had when all is done and posted.

Anyway. Chapter Six. Pure Chance. You know where to find it.

Peace.

Meet Derrick

2006-05-27T14:19:00.000+10:00

So when I wrote Pure Chance, I had to think about what Talan would look like. After 5 seconds of thinking, I knew I wanted him to look like Derrick Davenport. Derrick is a body builder/playgirl model and absolute HUNK! Basically, Talan's likeness was inspired by Derrick, with just one minor difference - Talan has blue eyes.

Thought I'd let you know.

Chapter Five of 'Pure Chance' now up!

2006-05-24T21:39:00.000+10:00

I have posted Chapter Five of Pure Chance. It's almost time for me to hit the sack but I wanted to get this done before I did - otherwise I'd never get it done! You never get anywhere when you procrastinate. Speaking of which, I knew someone once who had a saying that goes, "Procrastination is like masturbation; it feels good when you're doing it, but in the end you're just f***ing yourself". You gotta love that phrase, charming as it is!

Okay, enjoy the update people.

Oh, and I've added a new blog by Antifreeze to my blogroll titled From Void, To Substance. You'll find short stories he has written there, though at the moment he's got his current work up, 'Strays'. Check it out, his writing is really good. His blog is shaping up quite wonderfully too.

Thank you for your comments - I mean it!

2006-05-08T16:43:00.000+10:00

When I wrote Centre of March, I first posted it up on the Nifty Archives where I received a lot more exposure and consequently, a lot of emails of appreciation and support. While I don't write solely for the purpose of acquiring criticism (not the negative type!) or praise, they do help to motivate me in my writing. It keeps me going, knowing that other people enjoy my work.

I must admit though, I've only posted Chapter One of Pure Chance on Nifty, so I haven't been getting a lot of readers visiting this site from there yet. Yeah, I know, I'm so slack.

Back on topic though, I want to thank those of you who continually come back to this meagre site of mine (so far!) and an even bigger THANK YOU to those of you who have posted some really nice comments (Such as Antifreeze, Thunderstorm, Francois, and Anonymous - I'm not sure if you're the same person or more than one - but thanks guys!). I really do appreciate it.

Oh, and I forgot, I've added a blogroll, the first link I have is Letters For Zac, it's a blog from the perspective of a gay father with letters written to his son, partner and the world. Check it out, he's a really sweet guy, the open-honesty of his reflective writing are both poignant and heartfelt.

I will add to my blogroll as I come across other notable gay blogs. Otherwise, if you have a blog of your own and you wish to be added, please feel free to email me and let me know.

Ciao for now.

Addicted to drama

2006-05-07T21:53:00.000+10:00

Why is it that some people love drama. I mean, there are those that will actively seek conflict whenever they see the opportunity. Yet they will whine and complain about how things are unfair and how they are the poor victims.

With a sympathetic look and a nod of my head I say, "Yes, I know, it's not fair, but you just have to stop thinking about it. Don't stress too much. Don't let it get to you."

While I'd prefer to say, "You need to take responsibility for your own actions because you are in exactly the position you put yourself." It's just not possible - some people crave drama and until they learn to break free from the compulsion for theatrics they will never understand that statement as helpful advice, but rather, interpret it as aggressive . Plus, if I were to say that I would be given a very strange look and never be spoken to again.

What can you do? Social interaction can be so complicated. I'm glad my interpersonal skills aren't too dismal.

Chapter Four of 'Pure Chance' is now up (finally!)

2006-04-28T14:35:00.000+10:00

I have put up the next chapter of Pure Chance. I want to say how sorry I am for the wait, its been over a month but things have been crazy for me lately. There's more drama happening in my life right now than anything I could write about, well almost, but maybe I'll use it to inspire some other stories.

So fear not I have not abandoned this blog and I don't plan to anytime soon. I've noticed that a majority of my posts on this blog are just announcements for my story updates, I'm thinking of just posting some random thoughts to make it more interesting, so keep an eye out for my ramblings to come. I'm sure I could come up with some interesting things to talk about. Maybe. Hopefully.

Anyway, enjoy the next chapter of Pure Chance.

Chapter Three of 'Pure Chance' is now up

2006-03-21T21:29:00.000+10:00

Hello again to everyone. If you couldn't tell from the heading then I'll clarify it again; I've posted Chapter Three of Pure Chance and you can read it from the link on the right (though you probably know that by now - but I gotta keep new readers in the loop as well).

I hope it hasn't been too long since my last update, I'll try and post new chapters as soon as they're done, and if I start to get too busy to write (it is a hobby and not a paying job after all!), I'll let you all know whether an update will be a bit of a wait.

Enjoy the next chapter of Pure Chance.

C'ya.

Blogs and Bonsai's

2006-03-15T22:57:00.000+10:00

I once owned a little bonsai tree a few years ago which I loved and was really excited about when I first bought it. It was great at first, I loved seeing the new leaves sprout. I remember how much I enjoyed trimming it and I couldn't wait for it to grow enough for me to train it into shape with wires. Sadly, my interest in it declined and I found myself watering it less and less. Eventually the moss around the base died and refused to come back to life. The leaves all slowly dropped off and before long the whole thing was dead - along with my interest. So I was never able to train the plant and experience the complete joy of growing a bonsai tree.

What is the significance of this story? Well for one, I shouldn't be trusted with bonsai's, let alone any type of plant. More importantly was my realisation that keeping a blog is much like keeping a bonsai. No matter how excited I was about this blog, or how much I loved the idea of starting one, in the end it's really my commitment that will allow me to keep it alive. From there I can sit back and enjoy the fruits of my labour. Not that blogs produce fruit. Or bonsai's. Or do they? I mean if you can make a bonsai out of any plant I'm sure you can make a bonsai fruit tree . . . er, I'm going off on a tangent now.

Chapter Two of 'Pure Chance' is now up

2006-03-08T18:31:00.000+10:00

G'day everyone, I have posted Chapter Two of Pure Chance and you can read it from the link on the right (just click on the title).

This story is just writing itself as I go. It's amazing how I'll just open up Microsoft Word, then start typing and the story just flows out of me. I wish that would happen every time, more often then not I'll just leave the page blank and go do something else. I'd rather not force the story though, I don't think it would read well, I prefer to let the story unfold as I write it. Not that I don't have the main story line planned out, I do, but even that changes as I write a story.

Oh well, enjoy the update.

Hello and welcome to my blog

2006-03-04T01:34:00.000+10:00

I've decided to start a blog where I can put all my short stories in one place. Centre of March is the only complete story I have up so far, but there will be many more to come. Click the link under 'My Short Stories' on the right to read it.

At the moment I'm working on a new story titled Pure Chance, check it out at the link on the right.

Feel free to add any comments, either after a blog post or at the end of a chapter. You can discuss something or ask any questions. If you ask something I'll do my best to respond when I can.

You'll have to be patient with me while I get used to blogging, this blog will constantly be updated so it'll get better. I hope.

Anyway, I'm off, got some stories to write and they aint gonna write themselves.

Later people.